DAILY DEEPAK!

Beyond the secret passages, dark alleys and ghost filled attics of the mind is a field of bliss.


Turn entropy into evolution. Focus on relationships instead of consumption. Feel the world instead of trying to understand it!

BANDS ON DEMAND!! - feat. Jimi Cravity

Yesterday was magnificent; one of those moments that makes you take a step back to realize just how far you've come and how much further you've got to go. For those of you who don't know, aside from doing my "solo thing" I'm also a member of an alternative/rock band with my good friend Jimi Cravity. Yesterday we filmed Comcast's "Bands On Demand" , which will air in about 3 weeks for all Comcast customers out there. It was so dope! --- cameras, green rooms, FOOD, interviews, and all that good stuff! The interview was a bit shaky for me (I'm camera shy), but everyone else nailed it. I was proud and impressed to say the least. One of the questions I was asked was how singing with Jimi makes me feel. I freestyled some corny answer, but if I could do it all again I would've said........

Singing with Jimi Cravity is FREEDOM. - it's happiness and peace and joy and freedom :) . Rehearsals are like the greatest worship service ever! It just feels GOOD. 

.. and my answer would've sounded something closer to that.. because that's just the honest truth. Tune into On Demand in a few weeks and check us out! 

And here we are:

Decomposing Love?

As human beings we aren't designed to be alone. We crave love, affection, and acceptance, sometimes to the point of it being detrimental. Even people you see who seem so strong have such a fragile equilibrium when their other half isn't present. It makes me wonder will we ever be able to make it any significant amount of time completely alone? From what I see life can be ironic and almost a cruel joke. You can't live with them, can't live without them, Right?

I know because of how I feel that there's something wrong with me, and I know it isn't only me. It's everyone. It's like a cancer or bacteria or a trance. It's not on the skin, its in the soul. It shows itself in lust, anger, jealousy, and depression. It's the broken quality of life. The thing that makes you want to stop trying, stop giving, and stop caring. The only thing that brings you up out of the sickness is Love.

The hope that someone gives you and confirms that you're not alone in the world; That tries to give you what you need and they let you lean on them. Your soul takes a deep breath when you see them and all is right with the world. It's hard to find, but you drag yourself through a lifetime of heavy emotions just clinging to that hope. And you will wait forever for it, slowly eroding. Even the Mona Lisa's falling apart. Sometimes I wonder whether we are moving through time or if time is moving through us. I guess that's the beauty of life. Not knowing.

"Everything is the same, Even if it's different."

Lose Myself

I used to do it for the love a long time ago

and all i ever wanted was love

I used to love without fear a long time ago

and all i ever wanted was love

then somebody came around and tried to hurt me

tried to make me feel like i was unworthy

took pure love and tried to make it dirty

truth was they never did deserve me

Had to lose myself.